THE SLOGAN!!!

I live for myself
I live for myself
I live for myself
I FUCKING LIVE FOR MYSELF!!!!!!!!!

I am H-A-P-P-Y

I am very happy
Because I have an awesome mother
Who supports me whatever I want to do

I am very happy
Because I have a loving brother
Who always send me money to shop

I am very happy
Because I have a cute sister
Who I always bully but still tell me all her secrets

I am very happy
Because I have a thoughtful cousin
Who always correct me when i am wrong

I am very happy
Because I have so many friends
Who I can rely on
Who listen to me
Who always make fun of me
Who can always make me laugh non-stop

With all the happiness I have
I think it can fill the cracks of my broken heart
And relieve the pain of my aching heart

Time heals..

It's been almost a month
After it happened and you didn't call or even text me
But I think its better this way
Both for you and for me
I don't know if I can still stand my ground and made the same decision if I have heard your voice
I don't really know how you feel
But for me
I've never shed a tear for this
You might think that I don't love you
But believe it or not
I do love you and deep down I know I still do
Distance and changes that we had
Made me feel that we really can't catch up with each other
Sorry that I chose to be more independent
Sorry that I chose to leave all the pasts behind
Sorry that I got used to the life without you
If we ever see each other again one day
Which I'm pretty sure that we will
Please pray that my love for you wont make me do anything stupid just like it used to
For the very last time
I wana say this to you like I used to
"Please know that I love you more than anything else in the world"

broken heart..

when our eyes met in the air
my heart was thumping so fast
and i wished that time could just stop
that was the only thing i look forward to every day
at that moment
i thought everything was going so well
but when u saw me and said 'shit'
i literally heard my heart breaking into pieces
if this is how you really feel
i wont let you see me anymore
and this time
I MEAN IT

Neighbour!!!

I have a very cute neighbour who suddenly came into my room when i was cam-whoring.. and what i did was i closed the photo booth and gave her a guilty smile....

This was our conversation :
Amanda: what are you doing?
Me: nothing =)
Amanda: Are you watching porn?? @.@
Me: NO!!! =.=
Amanda: Then what are u doing?
Me: I was cam-whoring.. ^.^'''
Amanda: really... lets cam-whore together...

hahahahahahahahahahhahahaha........... this is what we do when we have nothing else to do... XD

Wednesday Lunch...

had shin ramen with Shayne again!!!! in student kitchen this time!! YYEEAAAHHH!!!!!!!

11.11, 11/11/11

I really cant get you out of mind
I really cant get my eyes off you
I really cant stand not seeing you even just for a day
If I really didn't get to see you
I'll miss you like hell
And there is nothing I can do about it
I don't know if I love you
But I'm pretty sure that I like you a lot
More than I thought I do
Especially in just one-month time
Although we never really talked before in person
Nor have we ever smile when we passed by each other
But I really like you
And I just want you to know that
When I'm typing this post
I MISS YOU SO MUCH
Although I just saw you 2 hours ago
I know its wrong to like someone who you barely even know
So,
If we are not meant to be
At exactly 11.11am on 11/11/11
I will try my very best to erase you from my heart...

That awesome girl (;

Shayne is awesome and I love her to the max. Mwahs 

Romantic supper.... NOT

Had shin ramen as supper with Shayne XD love the way we cook it with eggs and we broke an egg each.. so.... we fought on who should eat the broken ones.. at last Shayne won and i ate the good one.. =.= hehehe... she loves me too much to let me eat the broken ones.. XD love her sooo much too.... MUACKS <3

Relaxing after test... XD

Had lunch with Shayne at Ricoco!!! XD both of us had wild mushroom risotto... love it sooo much... but most importantly, I have my COSMOPOLITAN!!!!! XD vodka with cranberry juice and lime.... NICE!!!! While we're waiting for the food to come, a Nerd (Shayne) took out a book and started reading.... hmmm..... hahaha... but we still had a really great time and bought a lot food... XD especially CHOCOLATE!!!! which will make us fat but... oh well.... hahahahahahahaha XD

Whatever you want..

I would really be happy to stay out of your way but I'm so sorry that the school is just too small...
It's not that I want to keep appearing in front of you..
Or you can just tell me your schedule on which way you are gonna go at what time and I'll stay as far from there as I could..
You really don't have to make it so obvious that you don't want me anywhere near like I'm what kind of virus..
Whatever you want I'd be more than happy to cooperate...

Without a reason ^^

I don't know why

But everytime I sign into my facebook

You will always be the first profile i visit

I don't know why

But everywhere I go

My eyes will always be looking for you  

I don't know why

But everytime I hear things about you

I will be so happy that I know you more

I don't know why

But everytime you walk into the room

My heart pounds so fast like it's gonna jump out of my chest any time

I don't know why

But everytime I see you 

I am relieved that I have done the most important thing of the day

I don't know why

But I love the way I feel

When the smile on my face is because of you

Dear Diary...

Hi, I'm Olivia.