KARMA

KARMA is something I don't used to think about, something I don't really believe.
But now I have to because it finally happened to me.
I'd rather being hurt by thousands of people before falling in love with you than being loved by thousands of people but losing the chance that I might have you.

The Star

When the Star first laid its eyes on the Moon,
Never did it know that it can't take its eyes off the Moon anymore.
The Moon is like the most beautiful thing that it has ever seen.
Since then, everytime the Star blinks,
Its for the the Moon.
Hoping to be the shiniest star in the universe
Hoping to catch the attention of the Moon
But no matter how hard the Star tries
The Moon never noticed the presence of this little Star
And so the Star kept waiting and waiting
Maybe one day
The Moon will finally realise that there is this little Star
Who smiles when the Moon smiles
And cry when the Moon's sad
Or maybe one day
The Sun will come out
And the Star will no longer look at the Moon

I'm still loving you - Shiga

When I close my eyes I think of you

And the times we've had been through

Even though we're far apart right now

I remember back when you were here with me

How you've made my world complete

Now I'm left alone

We talked about love and hope

Wishing we could start our live our own

I wish that I could live without you

Why did you tear my heart apart

You said you'll love me from the start

All those painful things you've put me through

But I'm still loving

I've tried to give my best to you

I don't deserve the things you do

Everything has gone to memories

I just wish I knew the truth behind the lies

11:11:11, 11/11/11

OMG!!!!!!! Its finally 11/11/11 and I passed my 11:11:11, 11/11/11 in front of a computer just to take picture of the time.. =.= hmmmm..... NEEEVVVEEERRRMMIIINNNDDD......
Hope you guys wished big at that time as I did and i even made THREE wishes... Hope they will come true >,<... Nothing really happened today though.. except some annoying scenes that shayne and sandra are going to play on Saturday.... >,<
And I'm sick!! T^T please ask the cough and sore throat to go away!!! and i think im losing my voice... TOT sobs sobs.....
Anyway.... enjoy your last few hours (according to UK time) on 11/11/11 and HAVE FUN!!!!

loves....

11:11:11,11/11/11

not going to happen again.... XD

DRESSING UP!!!

Someone sent me a short paragraph about girls dressing up...
This is how it goes like :


She dresses to please herself, not you


We're all guilty of editing our tastes a little when we meet someone we want to impress. You know the kind of thing – you're dating a rock fan, so you move your vast collection of Kylie CDs to the back of the shelf. Fine. It's called dating.


But if you want things to last long-term, you should each be true to yourselves. Embrace your different tastes as well as the ones you have in common. A girl who dresses to please you may seem to fulfil your idea of the perfect woman, but she's not being herself – and that will cause resentment once she remembers that she loathes wearing high heels. A woman who dresses to please herself is also likely to be happy in her own skin, and therefore more at ease physically and socially.

I think its really true though and its kind of a motivation for me coz I always dresses up to please HIM instead of myself.. for me, I'd really prefer to wear my favourite hoodie to school rather than the uncomfortable pretty pretty itchy clothes...

So... starting from tomorrow.. I WILL REBORN!!!!! 11/11/11 is gonna be Olivia's Independent Day.. A day which I'm gonna lock my heart up and not let any *censored*s make me do stupid things anymore!!! YOOHOOO!!!!

I will keep my promise that I wont like a guy or even bother thinking about a guy starting from tomorrow... I'm gonna be super COOL like "YO MAN!! WASSSUP!!!"
JUST KIDDING HAHAHAHAHAHA

Bye XD hugsss

Somebody

Sometimes I really wanted to be that somebody instead of just the one who's always with that somebody.. It's not that I'm complaining but somehow I just wana know how it feels to be the first one to be seen and to be talked to...

Btw... I went jogging for 30 minutes and burnt 210 calories!!! XD havent been sweating like this for more than a few years... A good start and let's hope that i can keep it up... XD

Halloweeeeeeeeeeeeeeennnnn!!!

Halloween this year was superb!!!! hmm.... actually that was the first halloween I have ever celebrated so... anyways... THERE WERE FiREWORKS!!!!!!! and it was AWESOME!!!!!! I was supposed to be the dark angel but i didn't really look like one though... but i had lots of fun yesterday night taking pictures and stuff...

Oh yea... something =.= happened... there's this girl who always *censored*es everyone off everytime when she talks.. and then my friends and i were taking group photos but suddenly she came in and joined the group photo... me n shayne were like... =.= what the.......

other than that everything is great.... look forward to next year's halloween!!! HOPE WE STILL CAN CELEBRATE TOGETHER!!!! Gonna miss these moments so much!! XXX

BTW... i cam whored for a while after that coz i really like my make up XD and i took some funny version ones... XD