Memories

There are too many things inside my mind. Too many scenes of us together that I can't erase. It just feels like it happened only yesterday. When you first kiss me on the forehead at the park. Our first date to the cinema watching Pirates of the Caribbean. You held my hand for the first time at the basketball court. I forced you to propose to me and asked you to lie to everyone that you're married while I'm here and you're there. Everything seems so fresh in my mind like it was not long ago that you held me in your arms tugging me into bed. All those words from your lips saying that how sad you were when I wasn't in the mood, how happy you were to see my smile and how much you love me. I can never forget the joy on your face and the love in your eyes when you put the ring on my finger. I don't know if you remember all the things that just won't let me go, holding me back whenever I thought that I got over you. You took one month to decide that you want to move on, but I think I need more time. I hope by the time I see you, I have moved on too.

"It's not bad memories that makes you sad but the sweet ones which you know will never happen for the second time."

Saturday Tests

The thing about Saturday test is that it's kind of important but not really that important. It's like you have to study for it but you don't really have to study too hard for it. Somehow, you just manage to make yourself busy doing other things like, watching drama and reading novels instead of studying but you will still study for it after like 11pm on Friday. After the exam you'll go like "Screw the result I don't care!" but then when you really get the paper back you'll be like "Stupid!! I know this one!!!". 

Or maybe I'm the only one who feel that way.. hmm..... oh well.. need to study.... 

Bye muacks XXX