Gone

You're always holding them so tightly in your hands that all of your energy is used up just to make some things that are leaving to stay and suddenly you let go of them and then you just stand there, watching them fly, getting further and further away from you. Even until you can see it no more you'll still be staring at that spot where it disappears. And, finally, you close your eyes and let yourself fall onto the ground, trying to get used to the emptiness in your heart. 

It's gone.

"When you are dreaming with a broken heart, the waking up is the hardest part."

Only Hope

There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But You sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
and pray to be only Yours
I pray to be only Yours
I know now you're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing
and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

I give You my destiny
I'm giving You all of me
I want Your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope