Now the lesson's learnt

Don't be too confident that the person who you thought will be there when you need him or her will always stay there. Just because he or she likes you a lot doesn't mean that he or she will always catch you when you fall. You might mean a lot to that person but you're not necessarily the one. So, if you ever meet someone who loves you a lot and who you love too, grab him as hard as you can and don't ever let go. Don't ever think that he or she will always wait for you or else you will only see him or her turning away and just be a passer-by in your life.

My fear..

I'm going back on Thursday and I know I should be saying this like : "I"M GOING HOME!! YEEAAHHH!!!" But I don't know why I just can't. Well, maybe I know. It just feels so heavy. I've never felt this way to anyone before especially its between a guy who doesn't care about me and my beloved home. I just wish that school holiday won't come so quickly. It's really not enough. The only thing I look forward to every morning is to see you walking into the dining hall for breakfast or to bump into you between classes. Now that we're gonna be so far apart, I really feel like I'd rather go through the boring routined school but get to see you at least once every day than spending my time in my comfortable hometown where I grew up but knowing that I won't cross your mind even once.

I accidentally saw 11.11. I hope you're the one who's missing me although I know it's impossible. 

If you asked me how many times you have crossed my mind 

I would say once because you never really left

All I want for Christmas is YOU!!

It's been a long time since I last blogged >,<

Just had our Christmas Dinner last night and it was FABULOUS! well.... not the food.. and the DJ.. and the songs for disco... But all the Concordians are AWESOME!!!! My one and only Christmas in Concord XD Had so much fun with all my friends and we did cam-whore a lot, as always.. XD Thats what we do best!! XD And I took picture with him for the second time!!! XD I know I kept saying that I want to get over him but I really can't do it for now, especially when I know that he might pop out around me any time. Gonna miss him like hell during Christmas break I guess but I really hope that the feelings for him could fade away as soon as I get back here next January.. Keeping my fingers crossed... >,<

And we had a little warm gift exchange party... It feels like a family... AWWWWW... love you all so so muchh!!!! Thank you Annette for the gift and thank you Sandra, Shayne and Yee Xin for the cards.. Appreciate it so so much..

To my BFF s in Malaysia,
BE PREPARED!!! THE OLIVIA IS BACK!!! XD miss you guys damn much!!!! see you soon!!!

XXX

Me and my darling =D

My Best Friend, Sandra since I was three! =)

THE GUYS!!

 THE GIRLS!!

Cam-whoring in the toilet >,<