My break

Have you ever felt so tired. The kind of tired that you can't just sleep it away. I really trusted him I really did. I gave him my heart but he didn't appreciate it. Now I'm left with all the lies and excuses which I thought was the truth. How funny I was to really open up to him, thinking that he's my future. I really think it's the best to have a break just to be by myself. I don't want to put myself at a position where people can just let me down so easily and I can fall from heaven to hell within seconds. I'm gonna keep my heart to myself and not giving to anyone anymore. Be with someone - you get happy - you hope - they break their promises - they break your heart. Same things keep happening and I'm really tired with this kind of shit. Oh well, life goes on.

XXX

"Sometimes we have to let go of what's killing us, even if it's killing us to let go."