I'm always so surprised that you'd be the one to hold my heart. Although my heart has been broken for so many times, it's a miracle that I can still love you with all the bits and pieces. But, sometimes, I feel so restless to keep putting my heart in front of you and see you pushing it away again. However, I'm not afraid of trying again, I'm just afraid of getting hurt for the same reason.

I know I messed things up in the past and maybe you think that I don't love you but you're just wrong. As long as I still feel something it's not over. Believe me, sometimes I wish it was. But it's not, I can feel it. I know what I've done and regret it every day. If I could make things right you know I'd find a way.

I have tried to move on by shifting my attention to other guys and I did find someone who gave me the same feeling as the time I first saw you in the tuition centre, if you remember. But it doesn't feel right. Slowly, I can no longer see how good he is because in my heart you're already the best for me. Even if I turn my body away, my heart won't leave.

I just want you to know that when I tell you I love you, I don't say it out of habit or to make conversations. I say it to remind you that you are the best thing that has ever happened to me. How I wish you can hear all the things I'm too scared to say.

"Learn to appreciate what you have before time forces you to appreciate what you had."