I've been making some changes in my life. I've had my heart broken quite a few times and I really don't want people to play me around like a toy and throw me away when they get bored again. So, I've decided to try not to trust people so much. My friend said that I trust too easily. I'll also try not to be so judgemental and to not compare myself with others. Everytime when I compare myself with other people I'd feel like I'm really not good enough. Now, I want to just look at myself, be happy for who I am and be contented with what I have. I'll try to forget things that I don't want to remember and by doing that, I'm gonna start with not talking about it anymore. I really feel like letting go of my past and erase it completely but I know it's impossible yet I still want to give it a try. I'm really so tired with my life and I really hope that it'll get better soon. That's it for now.
Love.
"There's no starting over. No matter where I go, whatever I do, my past seems to follow me."
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