Have you ever loved and lost somebody.

Do you ever think about me the way I think about you. Like you just want to lie down and have your eyes closed, just thinking how nice it would be to wake up and see me lying in your arms because each morning I wake up hoping to open my eyes to your sleepy face, hearing you say "Good morning my love".
But this will only be a fantasy. Can you tell me what can I do just to make myself realise that you're no longer there, that you've left. I just couldn't find a way to let my heart know that I'm on my own now. There's not gonna be a you there to hold my hand through anything and everything. Your absence literally made me realise that I really love you so much, so deep that every part of my heart is filled with memories of you. I know we're a mistake but if I had the chance to make a choice again, I know I would still make the same decision. You're the one mistake I really didn't mind. You're the best mistake I've ever made.

"Watching people leave is hard, but it's harder when you remember that 

they promised they never would."